we are not broken..yet

where did i go wrong? 
i lost a friend
somewhere along in a bitterness 
and i would have stayed up with you all night
had i known how to save a life?

when it rains,
would you always find an escape?
just running away from all of the ones who love you, from everything
you made yourself a bed at the bottom of the blackest hole
and convinced yourself that it's not the reason you don't see the sun anymore..

we can always be ourselves but don't you think that we too have to adapt with the situation? we are not chidren anymore, we've grown up! kita dah besar pon untuk berfikir mana yang baik atau yang buruk. friendship is not built in a day. it took our whole life if it's required so. tapi bila something came up, kita terus give up. tak nak mencuba untuk merubah keadaan yang sebenarnya hanya boleh di ubah dengan meminta maaf. tak susah pun. it's the word that would mend the things that were broken!
kita dah lama bersama, setahun lebih kot. please consider that. kalaulah hanya kerana salah faham kita jadi macam ni, macam mana dgn masa yang kita dah spent sama2? takkn nak lupakan macam tu je.
truth be told, i miss us..
masa kita masak sama2, solat jemaah sama2
and, you are my strength when i was need.
maybe korang boleh lupa semua ni tapi aku tak..serius aku tak..
we will only complete if we have you..
i pray that things won't get worst and we'll finally have you by our sides.
to smile and laugh again..in shaa Allah.. if we really want it, we'll have it..for sure..