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Assalamualaikum :D

Org kata usia mmg mematangkan seseorg..mmg betul! true story! tadi baru lepas check2 post aku kat fb yang  2-3 tahun lepas.. T.T hahaha..nak nangis baca..serius, budak2 gila. tu x tgk masa form 5 lagik.
bnyak sangat post2 yang x berfaedah, kejam,terlalu emotional. sampai x faham apalah yang aku fikir masa tuh. buat semak dekat timeline org je..hehe

tapi nak buat camne..nasik pon dah jadi bubur (cewahh)

bila fikir balik, yang mematangkan aku tu bukanlah umur semata-mata..sebenarnya tarbiyyah Allah..aku belajar yang x semua perkara perlu di post, kata2 kita pon perlu dijaga supaya x menghiris hati org..mungkin kadang2 tu kita post something utk org lain tapi org lain pulak yang terasa. banyak sangat benda perlu difikir sebelum kita benar2 nak post status kat FB..

kalau aku x kenal dgn erti islam yang sebenar, mungkin aku masih seperti aku yang dulu. buat sesuatu dengan melulu.
mungkin kita kena bnyk belajar bersabar dgn semua org. kalau kita sakit hati atau bengang, cuba sabar atau ckp ngn org tu face to face drpd kita berbalas2 dekat fb atau mana2 social network lain. hal ni pernah terjadi kat aku. bila x suka org tu, aku pi tulis kat fb..pastu balas2 post..hmmm...tu lah..

peringatan utk kita bersama ye..

# selamat start posting third year!!hehe..esok start ngn surgery..alhamdulillah..doakan ye!

so soon..

Every time I close my eyes I see you in front of me
I still can hear your voice calling out my name
And I remember all the stories you told me
I miss the time you were around [x2]
But I’m so grateful for every moment I spent with you
‘Cause I know life won’t last forever

You went so soon, so soon
You left so soon, so soon
I have to move on ’cause I know it’s been too long
I’ve got to stop the tears, keep my faith and be strong
I’ll try to take it all, even though it’s so hard
I see you in my dreams but when I wake up you are gone
Gone so soon

Night and day, I still feel you are close to me
And I remember you in every prayer that I make
Every single day may you be shaded by His mercy
But life is not the same, and it will never be the same
But I’m so thankful for every memory I shared with you
‘Cause I know this life is not forever

You went so soon, so soon
You left so soon, so soon
I have to move on ’cause I know it’s been too long
I’ve got to stop the tears, keep my faith and be strong
I’ll try to take it all, even though it’s so hard
I see you in my dreams but when I wake up you are gone

There were days when I had no strength to go on
I felt so weak and I just couldn’t help asking: “Why?”
But I got through all the pain when I truly accepted
That to God we all belong, and to Him we’ll return, ooh

You went so soon, so soon
You left so soon, so soon
I have to move on ’cause I know it’s been too long
I’ve got to stop the tears, keep my faith and be strong
I’ll try to take it all, even though it’s so hard
I see you in my dreams but when I wake up you are gone
Gone so soon

so soon - Maher zain